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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

my bro came back from camp and say some words to me.. told me not to everytime at midnight wait for yp phone call..wait for her to call me when reach home etc..he really understands my situation..he ask me to be strong..should put studies first , learn how to manage yp and my mum and myself. he told me that his seening me "all in " now..he ask me this question.."are u sure of putting all in ? " .. he seen me in such a state and worry that i will eventually hurt myself in the end no matter what the outcome is..

i think about it ..think throughly.. I care and concern for yp . yes i do. till times where i had to sleep late and forget my health my everything. but i don mind..she's my everything. guess i should learn to let go ..or else ..yp might feel that i tieing her rather than caring and love her. also ..my bro told me ..loving a person u cannot be always there to protect her.. sometimes i got to let it go and if i really love her i shoul let her learn how to protect herself. when she is hurt..then u help her up , protect her and show her the way again..

but first thing that i put in my mind is yp and mum..studies second.. but no matter what happens , i will be there for everyone. for yp.. doesn't matter how much i've been hurt,tired ... in any state i'm in , as long she needs me i will and want to be there for her..

just as long she's happy...

everythings worth it ~

hai..okay go and find something to it already. been always left at home most of the days already. lonelines ? used to it already .. neglection..? i reall understand that everyone have their reasons..so ya..nvm..aha..nvm..guess i can still be happy when i'm by myself right ? (:

this song is nice.. haha.. link below (scroll over) ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE4BMTL4xNU

ok off i go then.. for me ..i will still myself...try ya..hehe

7:04 PM