My name is pink
But I love blue
My life is full of colours
I live over a rainbow
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I love candy
I love chocolates
I love him
I love everything !
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i am so tired. mentally .. and in the heart.. thinking for her everyday .. so sure of now the situation and i had to wait for her to call me at around 2 am .. During this time.. my heart just squeeze and panick so hard that i could hardly breathe.. walking about thinking of what to do .. thinking whether should i go down to bugis to look for her.. so panick..so mixed feelings .. that feeling is just indescribable.. .. have a crazy headache.. so drained from school.. feelings within me ..thinking of her situation

my heart just beat so slowly and heavily.. till 2 am .. .. i feel like crying .. i almost couldn't bear smiling to my mum and dad that i'm ok as they feel that i was vv weird.. i feel like stopping the pretendance.. when the first tear appears .. my heart just compresses .. full of lost thoughts .. full of fear anything that had hurt her.. then she called.. i'm lost for words.. lost of everything..

knowing that she faint and situation is worser.. the remorse and pain in me still remains exactly till today morning.. carrying this .. i head for school.. and keep msg her the whole day.. The whole process starts again and all those feelings , pain , anxiety , panickness , mixed feelings repeats ..and till 3.30 pm .. there is no reply from her.. i am going crazy... i had to smile .. smile and cover my weakness ..smile to force myself out of everything.. smile so that others will be happy.. sorry iqa..i'm just not myself.. if i'm myself at class.. your would see me break down.. i really couldn't stand everything just crashes down again.. it hurts.. but i ddon wish to see your feeling my hurt and console me ..i just wan u guys to be happy...

i hate myself .. breaking down into peices this 2 days.. lost myself..

i can just now can hope and pray that she could have more rest and won't faint anymore.. thats just simple for now..