My name is pink
But I love blue
My life is full of colours
I live over a rainbow
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I love candy
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I love everything !
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gosh. woke up at 11.14 am . been thinking things recently till guess insomia. frankly , i miss school alot , at least there are people to talk to and place to find comfort ad consocelence in.

looking back ..

Noticing the distance between me and yp is drifting apart ..maybe it's because that both parties have the same love ending that one's love is not being treasured by the other party . but it's only the ending that is the same not the process. process wise , i suffer greater than few thousands hurt than anyone including yp.. i did not cause hurt to other people while trying to love somone. I did everything anyone could done and imagine of . and everythings worth it. i really don know how to love her greater.
realising that i still could not forget how much yp and kenny had hurt me through my heart and soul . fooled me in and upside down like a dummy.

hongsheng .. what are u now? ..

I"M SO LOST..

I"M NOT THAT STRONG ANYMORE ..

I'm nothing ..

i could not believe that at such a point of time , despite all that had happen , i'm stilll the one trying to close the distances , making things better. Trying every means to talk to her , fetch her from work but all that standing between us is kenny . Isn't the person suppose to do all these , yp? kenny? .. and everyone pls agree that i'm a fucking stupid and useless person.

It was kenny and yp that had done all these.. i'm suppose to HATE them !! I DON KNOW! I DON KNOW!.. I CAN"T HATE THEM . EVEN Kenny , A friend onlY!! even a simple thing of hating someone i can't even do It well . maybe i never hated a person before or guess hating a person is really tiring..

How do i feel now? I'm just like a fucking dummy. U need to fuck come fuck me and don wan me throw me away. How HANDy , disposable and used.

I try my best every single day , minutes , second telling myself to forget all those pain , miseries and continue wanting to love yp greater each day .. realising that I'm lieing to myself that i've already forgotten all of them ..

Do you realise how much courage i need even at this point of time to take the first step once again to make things better? further more the courage to love someone greater ?! I wan to love you but i cannot do this alone ..

yp i was there when u need me ..

where were u now? do u know a bit of strength that u can give me now can give me the courage to love you greater and maybe 4ever..

I've already used all my courage through all those processes and every single things that happen in your life ..and now ..

This is what left out of me ..

I need you ..